Work :]

Highlight(s) for the day:
- Kuala Lumpur
- Chicken Tenders for breakfast
- Bored on air

Back from flight! Felt sad everytime I leave Malaysia. Neways, went to Kuala Lumpur today. Yes, morning flight. Lazy much~ But I guess I got used to waking up 4-5 hours before my flight departs. 2hours to get ready, ironing, makeup, do my hair, admire myself in the mirror for few minutes, get up, do my homework for the day, and off I go with my lovely luggage and straight to the airport just 2 hours before my flight departs. That explains why I have to wake up soooo early, sometimes as early as 3am in the morning. So that means I have to sleep at least at 7pm to get 8 hours of sleep, which WHO THE HELL WILL ACTUALLY SLEEP THAT EARLY IF FACEBOOK IS AROUND?? :)
But as for me, 6 hours is enough, so 9pm is the earliest bed time :]

Anyways, today's flight was totally boring and made me yawn and even went to dreamland during takeoff and landing. Oh yeah~ I wish! People today werent as friendly as my previous KL flight. It's full of silence today. What happened to my stage of drama? I guess it was rainy day, so everyone was in the lame mode.

Turbulence rocks. The only thing that really made up my day up there. Yes, you can say that Im out of my mind. But I love the bouncy feeling up in the sky, and the best thing is, I dont have to fasten my seatbelt. Okay, call me a lunatic now. Sheeeesh :]

I wonder whether it's wrong to post something bout my job. But I did not mention the company's name, so it should be alright I guess? I mean, come on, I need to write it down, so when I grow older, at least I have something to smile about. I do have a diary (abandoned one), but please, typing is so much better and easier than writing.

Enough about work, let's talk bout life :)
I miss my bowling mate, my brother, Aubrey Bidi.
My soulmate in everything, my brother, Stanely Steven.
People in my life.

Sometimes I question myself, was it the right decision? To work at such age, when most of the people my age is still reading books, get scolded by lecturer, doing homeworks and projects and whatever thingy.
I smile and feel proud :)
But I do feel down at times.

I miss being free. Being a teenager. Living a teen life.
But working, is so much more different. The good thing bout working at my age is that, I tend to think that they're just mothers scolding children. But I do think from an adult's point of view sometimes. Isint it odd to get scolded by someone your age or maybe younger than you? Just because you're more senior in that particular job, doesnt mean that you dont have to respect others who are older than you. What is wrong with working world??
Well, it is proven that it is a stage, full of drama, and everyone is wearing their own masks. It is much more worse backstage. Tears shed. Laughters shared. Gossips spread. It's all plain mad.

I am currently in a state of confusion.
I regret a lot of things in life. Especially when it comes to relationship. After getting hurt over and over again, I finally smiled it off and tell myself, why so serious? :)

A girl, always being so commited in love, tend to get shits as outcome for 3 years, buckets of tears shed, sleepless nights, haunted by memories, finally made a decision, made up her mind, decided to move on, and forget about being serious :]
*emo much*

Previous story really slapped her in the face, woke her up from fantasy, took her blindfold off and made her realise that, it was never worth it. Regret? Pointless. What's done, is done. We move on in life, and pretend like it was just a game that we lost.
It hurts.

If they ask me, what's the worst pain you've ever felt, I'll answer them "being stabbed in the heart".
You can take a knife and stab me, it will be healed after a while, and the pain will soon vanish, even if it takes time. But if you stab someone in the heart, it might not bleed, but the pain stays almost forever, depends on how strong you are, emotionally. I admit that I am strong in the heart, you can scold me and all, and I can still take it. But then again, Im just a human being, and I am weak when it comes to love :]

Ahhh life. Sometimes it makes me smile just thinking how much of a fool I am. But we learn from mistakes. So yea, I had a lot of lessons learnt! And I am thankful that I do :]



Life is a drama, it depends on what kinda character you wanna be. To be loved, or not to be loved :]