Work :]

Highlight(s) for the day:
- Kuala Lumpur
- Chicken Tenders for breakfast
- Bored on air

Back from flight! Felt sad everytime I leave Malaysia. Neways, went to Kuala Lumpur today. Yes, morning flight. Lazy much~ But I guess I got used to waking up 4-5 hours before my flight departs. 2hours to get ready, ironing, makeup, do my hair, admire myself in the mirror for few minutes, get up, do my homework for the day, and off I go with my lovely luggage and straight to the airport just 2 hours before my flight departs. That explains why I have to wake up soooo early, sometimes as early as 3am in the morning. So that means I have to sleep at least at 7pm to get 8 hours of sleep, which WHO THE HELL WILL ACTUALLY SLEEP THAT EARLY IF FACEBOOK IS AROUND?? :)
But as for me, 6 hours is enough, so 9pm is the earliest bed time :]

Anyways, today's flight was totally boring and made me yawn and even went to dreamland during takeoff and landing. Oh yeah~ I wish! People today werent as friendly as my previous KL flight. It's full of silence today. What happened to my stage of drama? I guess it was rainy day, so everyone was in the lame mode.

Turbulence rocks. The only thing that really made up my day up there. Yes, you can say that Im out of my mind. But I love the bouncy feeling up in the sky, and the best thing is, I dont have to fasten my seatbelt. Okay, call me a lunatic now. Sheeeesh :]

I wonder whether it's wrong to post something bout my job. But I did not mention the company's name, so it should be alright I guess? I mean, come on, I need to write it down, so when I grow older, at least I have something to smile about. I do have a diary (abandoned one), but please, typing is so much better and easier than writing.

Enough about work, let's talk bout life :)
I miss my bowling mate, my brother, Aubrey Bidi.
My soulmate in everything, my brother, Stanely Steven.
People in my life.

Sometimes I question myself, was it the right decision? To work at such age, when most of the people my age is still reading books, get scolded by lecturer, doing homeworks and projects and whatever thingy.
I smile and feel proud :)
But I do feel down at times.

I miss being free. Being a teenager. Living a teen life.
But working, is so much more different. The good thing bout working at my age is that, I tend to think that they're just mothers scolding children. But I do think from an adult's point of view sometimes. Isint it odd to get scolded by someone your age or maybe younger than you? Just because you're more senior in that particular job, doesnt mean that you dont have to respect others who are older than you. What is wrong with working world??
Well, it is proven that it is a stage, full of drama, and everyone is wearing their own masks. It is much more worse backstage. Tears shed. Laughters shared. Gossips spread. It's all plain mad.

I am currently in a state of confusion.
I regret a lot of things in life. Especially when it comes to relationship. After getting hurt over and over again, I finally smiled it off and tell myself, why so serious? :)

A girl, always being so commited in love, tend to get shits as outcome for 3 years, buckets of tears shed, sleepless nights, haunted by memories, finally made a decision, made up her mind, decided to move on, and forget about being serious :]
*emo much*

Previous story really slapped her in the face, woke her up from fantasy, took her blindfold off and made her realise that, it was never worth it. Regret? Pointless. What's done, is done. We move on in life, and pretend like it was just a game that we lost.
It hurts.

If they ask me, what's the worst pain you've ever felt, I'll answer them "being stabbed in the heart".
You can take a knife and stab me, it will be healed after a while, and the pain will soon vanish, even if it takes time. But if you stab someone in the heart, it might not bleed, but the pain stays almost forever, depends on how strong you are, emotionally. I admit that I am strong in the heart, you can scold me and all, and I can still take it. But then again, Im just a human being, and I am weak when it comes to love :]

Ahhh life. Sometimes it makes me smile just thinking how much of a fool I am. But we learn from mistakes. So yea, I had a lot of lessons learnt! And I am thankful that I do :]



Life is a drama, it depends on what kinda character you wanna be. To be loved, or not to be loved :]

Bugis Bugis :]

Highlight(s) for the day:
- Off day
- Bugis Street
- Japanese Lunch
- Ice-cream

Well well, I guess off day(s) weren't meant to be off days after all. Suppose to sleep my ass off the whole day today, but ended up waking around 11 in the morning without even feeling sleepy when I just got back home around 5am. Awesome eyy. My body is now immune to sleeping late, waking up super duper early.

Neways, a friend of mine asked me out for lunch. First it was in whitesands mall near my area, and she changed it to BUGIS. Urghhh~ Was sooooo lazy that I dont even wanna eat, but she kept on annoying me, and annoy, and annoy and annoy. I finally gave up :]

So there were 6 of us. Plus a stranger I dont know. Girls outing. 2 of them went off right after lunch in this one japenese restaurant which I forgot the name to. Something something Ramen. Whatever. I actually scared a waiter when I was paying the bill. As a mixed Philipino girl, I knew he was a philipino when he opened up his mouth and said something bout the bill. I was like "pinoy ka ba?" out of a sudden, which means "are you philipino?". He stunted and looked at me and nodded with an innocent face trying to say, "I didnt kill your hamster!". But we both ended up smiling at each other. What a way to make friends huh :]

So my friends and I went off to take some pictures. *To francis: It's all in facebook, my friend tagged me :P*
After that, we went for icecream in Mcd. Rainy day today :)

Oh gosh. Starting to feel dozzy already. Off to bed now. Work tomorrow morning. Kuala Lumpur, here i come! :]

December fever! :]

Highlight(s) for the day:
- Redbull vodka
- Night life
- New friends
- New lifestyle
- Christmas!

O.M.G - Usher
Random much! Neways, OMG as in O.M.G. It's December already and Im getting older! NOT.
So, it's been a while since I last updated my abandoned blog which I dont really remember the date to. Lazy wanna go and check it out. Im finally over with my training, and I've been working for almost, 2 months. Happy :)

Im coping with my new job now and I got used to all the zapping. They're just grandmamas talking bullshits! It's been tough for the past few weeks, but if you go through something for 21 days or so, you'll eventually get used to it. SCIENCE FACT people. And I am used to it already. Yay me :]

Life has been tough for the past 2 months, went through obstacles. Ups and downs. Became a loser in relationship, winner in work, nobody in life. That's me, again :]
Clubbing is not such a bad thing after all. People might have some sorta mindset thinking that clubbing is for those who loves rockin in the middle of the night til dawn banging their heads not to the wall, but to the air. But no, that's not what it's all about. To me, it's a world where we meet people from different places, races and age. We get to be friends without choosing or any discrimination. It's such a nice world where we're stress-free. IF we know how to make use of it.

So I've been hanging in a bar/club/pub thingy called LeNoir in Clarke Quay. Awesome place I must say. A place better than any ordinary clubs. I get to meet different people and make friends just by hanging out at the bar. It's one of the safest place I guess? The best place to make friends. Friendly staffs and good in giving free coupons during ladies night, which I just came back home from just now. Yes, ladies night for this place is on Thursday :]

I come to this particular bar almost everyday, for the whole week, and yea, people tend to recognise me already. Today, didnt even plan to go there, just wanna send some food and im OFF. But thanks to the staffs, my friend and I were dragged into the place with "friendly" force. With my homely attire, I was seen drinking at the bar inside and moving my body. SO DAMN EMBARRASED.
Bouncers outside asked me this when I went out to the toilet "you changed your cloth??",
i was like "NO. Im just making myself feeling at home with my outfit today". LOL much! A singlet and a short with slippers. That's homey much. As if im going to the beach for a walk by the shore. But I had fun :)

So what if Im wearing something “extraordinary”, Im happy and I got free champagne from a stranger on the opposite side of the bar who's been hitting on me by giving me eye contact. Thank you stranger :)
Without any make ups on and with my "nice" outfit, Im surprised that people still SEE me or SAW me by any chance. Oh I just love LeNoir so much. I would be their regular customer from now on. Besides, free entrance and drinks for me :P

Off tomorrow, and it means sleeping day for me. Finally, an official off day from everything :]